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In my last post I said that I missed my job at Wells Fargo and that I wished I still had it.
Thing is, if I did, I would have never traveled down the path that led me to CSI fandom. I would never have written Tfaro.
It hurts in that breathless painful way to think of living in a world where I never wrote that story.
I need to stop wishing for the past.
Thing is, if I did, I would have never traveled down the path that led me to CSI fandom. I would never have written Tfaro.
It hurts in that breathless painful way to think of living in a world where I never wrote that story.
I need to stop wishing for the past.
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It kind of is my motto. You know my username - BflyW - Butterfly's Wing. Remember the Chaos Theory (that Grissom in talking about in that eppy. How one thing leads to another etc etc...). Well, that doesn't just apply for chaos, it applies for anything. One thing leads to another always, and you wouldn't had the good thing you have today without going through EVERYTHING, including the bad stuff.
This is so important to me that I even have a butterfly tattooed on my ankle. :-)
I needed to go through one husband, a divorce, lots of stupid things to get where I am today, but without it, I wouldn't have met the man I am married to today and without him I wouldn't have had my daughter. And I'll go through everything again to have her!